Can't survive another comedown day
When my spirit houses so much pain
So much bitterness, so much bitterness
I need to teach myself to feel again
Somehow I lost the thread of being human
Wrapped up in this bitterness, too much bitterness
I'm so confused
What is the function of this ego sickness?
Uselessly believing my self-hatred whisperings
And I can't deal with mourning at the caucus of my failures any longer
Slipping on my own vomit
While I tried to call you from a bathroom in Sao Paulo
But I was too drunk to formulate any sort of earthly language
So much bitterness, too much bitterness
Other people can say there is a true belief system
But all my life I've been betrayed by my mother's religion
So much bitterness, too much bitterness
I'm so destroyed
What is the purpose of this ego sickness?
Uselessly deceived myself by virgin whisperings
And I can't deal with mourning at the caucus of my failures any longer, any longer
Can't seem to get the saddle on the spoils of this morbid fugue
My mantras of subhuman nature, just a veil for all elation
The ink's dripping all over me
The only regret I have is caring
Are we posing? Are we props
Riding the anger until it stops?
Father, will we starve today? Father, will we starve?
No my child, there are wild women here and a crafty fish am I
No my child, there are wild women here and a fleshy catch am I
Will our quarters be the sunken earth deep beneath the meadow?
Will our quarters be the sunken earth deep beneath the ground?
No my child, you lay your head upon an ??? felon
No my child, you lay your head upon a gross misdeed
???
It's hard to sympathize with those that won't fight for themselves
I can't hold both our faces off the flames much longer
The child of our struggle is free
I've fallen out of love with the prisoner
That's to save us
Can't survive another comedown day When my spirit houses so much pain So much bitterness, so much bitterness
I need to teach myself to feel again Somehow I lost the thread of being human Wrapped up in this bitterness, too much bitterness
I'm so confused What is the function of this ego sickness? Uselessly believing my self-hatred whisperings And I can't deal with mourning at the caucus of my failures any longer
Slipping on my own vomit While I tried to call you from a bathroom in Sao Paulo But I was too drunk to formulate any sort of earthly language So much bitterness, too much bitterness
Other people can say there is a true belief system But all my life I've been betrayed by my mother's religion So much bitterness, too much bitterness
I'm so destroyed What is the purpose of this ego sickness? Uselessly deceived myself by virgin whisperings And I can't deal with mourning at the caucus of my failures any longer, any longer
Can't seem to get the saddle on the spoils of this morbid fugue My mantras of subhuman nature, just a veil for all elation
The ink's dripping all over me The only regret I have is caring Are we posing? Are we props Riding the anger until it stops?
Father, will we starve today? Father, will we starve?
No my child, there are wild women here and a crafty fish am I No my child, there are wild women here and a fleshy catch am I
Will our quarters be the sunken earth deep beneath the meadow? Will our quarters be the sunken earth deep beneath the ground?
No my child, you lay your head upon an ??? felon No my child, you lay your head upon a gross misdeed
???
It's hard to sympathize with those that won't fight for themselves I can't hold both our faces off the flames much longer The child of our struggle is free I've fallen out of love with the prisoner That's to save us
I think its: Somehow I lost the threat of being human....
I think its: Somehow I lost the threat of being human....