I think this song (like many others by Northstar) is about using heroin. Basically I think he had quit using and relapsed. When he relapsed he overdosed and ended up in the hospital.
From warming up to an old friend. He relapsed, overdosed and ended up in the hospital
'Just a connoisseur of dirt, celebrating my worth' Dirt in this case being heroin
The useless things hes caught could possibly be a reference to buying the heroin
Fix me medicine, fix me cast could either be referring to his self medicating with heroin, or more likely it could represent his desire to get clean
It got so bright it died and blew up all over the inside etc.. could be referring to him overdosing
Planned out like a chemistry set. A dogfight with no means to eject. This could mean he has all his needles etc set up in front of him and he can't escape his addiction
This elevation is sick we can go much higher or lower where anything is better than here could mean he just wants to be intoxicated with any kind of drug rather than be sober whether it be uppers (higher) or downers (lower)
and I'm totally beat on the bought the world as a gift part.
I think this song (like many others by Northstar) is about using heroin. Basically I think he had quit using and relapsed. When he relapsed he overdosed and ended up in the hospital.
From warming up to an old friend. He relapsed, overdosed and ended up in the hospital
'Just a connoisseur of dirt, celebrating my worth' Dirt in this case being heroin
The useless things hes caught could possibly be a reference to buying the heroin
Fix me medicine, fix me cast could either be referring to his self medicating with heroin, or more likely it could represent his desire to get clean
It got so bright it died and blew up all over the inside etc.. could be referring to him overdosing
Planned out like a chemistry set. A dogfight with no means to eject. This could mean he has all his needles etc set up in front of him and he can't escape his addiction
This elevation is sick we can go much higher or lower where anything is better than here could mean he just wants to be intoxicated with any kind of drug rather than be sober whether it be uppers (higher) or downers (lower)
and I'm totally beat on the bought the world as a gift part.