To me this song is about a woman who was involved in an affair. Like she is talking to her lover after her husband has left her saying "ok, you can have me now. you've got me where you want me." but now she is completely apathetic towards him because she realizes that "[she] has ruined everything that [she] ever loved" (marriage, family, etc.) The line that get me is "My life is falling apart, or is it getting better? I don't know." she began the affair thinking she wanted to be with someone other than her husband, but now her marriage is falling apart and she doesn't know if it was really what she wanted after all.
To me this song is about a woman who was involved in an affair. Like she is talking to her lover after her husband has left her saying "ok, you can have me now. you've got me where you want me." but now she is completely apathetic towards him because she realizes that "[she] has ruined everything that [she] ever loved" (marriage, family, etc.) The line that get me is "My life is falling apart, or is it getting better? I don't know." she began the affair thinking she wanted to be with someone other than her husband, but now her marriage is falling apart and she doesn't know if it was really what she wanted after all.