This is so obviously the thoughts of a soldier who has been killed in the line of duty. He confronts an enemy, has been shot and is pain. He knows he will die, and he's thinking about his family and friends in his last moments of his life, wishing he could be with his loved ones and growing old like he believed he would. He also hopes there is a God above who will welcome him to heaven. In the last seconds he gives up and feels free.
This is so obviously the thoughts of a soldier who has been killed in the line of duty. He confronts an enemy, has been shot and is pain. He knows he will die, and he's thinking about his family and friends in his last moments of his life, wishing he could be with his loved ones and growing old like he believed he would. He also hopes there is a God above who will welcome him to heaven. In the last seconds he gives up and feels free.