being depressed your whole entire life and trying to compensate with drugs and alcohol to fill the void. Then to find that that was all wrong and you have fucked up so much when it's too late. "i didn't realize i was awake the whole time." this is how i perceive it, though the beauty of circa is that there are hidden double and triple meanings behind every word. He is an amazing poet and i wish more people knew.
being depressed your whole entire life and trying to compensate with drugs and alcohol to fill the void. Then to find that that was all wrong and you have fucked up so much when it's too late. "i didn't realize i was awake the whole time." this is how i perceive it, though the beauty of circa is that there are hidden double and triple meanings behind every word. He is an amazing poet and i wish more people knew.