It's a cycle, I happen to have depression cycles just like this and I can really relate.
The beginning is kind of the pessimistic stage, the stage where you just want to give up, at the end of this stage is when you can finally restart again.
Then he reaches his peak, he feels alive and like he can do anything.
But unfortunately he reaches his pessimistic side again, and once again has to start over
It's actually a brilliant arrangement of lyrics, good stuff
It's a cycle, I happen to have depression cycles just like this and I can really relate.
The beginning is kind of the pessimistic stage, the stage where you just want to give up, at the end of this stage is when you can finally restart again.
Then he reaches his peak, he feels alive and like he can do anything.
But unfortunately he reaches his pessimistic side again, and once again has to start over
It's actually a brilliant arrangement of lyrics, good stuff