I think she has previously been in a relationship with him and they occasionally still hook up, but it means more to her and the feelings she had when they were together are resurfacing. she numbs herself so she doesn't feel the pain of him not having these same feelings.
I think she has previously been in a relationship with him and they occasionally still hook up, but it means more to her and the feelings she had when they were together are resurfacing. she numbs herself so she doesn't feel the pain of him not having these same feelings.