I do not see it as a death or suicide at all. I guess anyone can interpret it as they feel. It is to me, about someone you can never forget, someone who has always be in your mind and will seem to be there forever. You are so consumed by that love you feel for this person, you tell yourself it is not real, it cannot be right, or the other one surely does not feel the same, so you try and make it go away and it never does, it grows and grows and it is like the person is in your soul, in your mind, in everything that is you.
I do not see it as a death or suicide at all. I guess anyone can interpret it as they feel. It is to me, about someone you can never forget, someone who has always be in your mind and will seem to be there forever. You are so consumed by that love you feel for this person, you tell yourself it is not real, it cannot be right, or the other one surely does not feel the same, so you try and make it go away and it never does, it grows and grows and it is like the person is in your soul, in your mind, in everything that is you.