ok i think this song is kinda confusing but this is what i got from it:
"Like the time you tore my skin and all the world went blank"
A guy is changing her, at least how she appears on the outside and she's kinda surprised by it and intrigued.
"I stress talking so much that it hurts, then
Can't speak but a word to a lover that was "
she starts to want to speak up and preserve some of herself but cant seem to find the right way to say it
she states that she is going to "paint" her old self and set it aside, as if saving it for a later date. she thinks that she can go back to her ways eventually and be able to be both herself and who the guy wants her to be.
"Meet me in the middle of the night; I never sleep
Since you told me all the secrets that I swore to keep"
she stays awake at night thinking about who shes become. i think the burden of knowing all of the guys secrets is a part of her transformation. in her mind, she can see them at peace and fantasizes about it, but sometimes feels guilty doing so.
"Here, within the walls, I cannot take all the wreck involved (It�s contagious)"
shes is getting so stressed out and cant handle the drama and difficulty of this relationship and how its changed her. she feels like he has built up her walls that she keeps around herself, that he was the reason for them. shes realizing that she cant go on like this.'
"ill be the queen of hearts, as usual"
she will be the one who bears all of the emotions and feelings and secrets, as usual
"im going silver"
she knows this is just how her relationships go and is lookign at it with a different perspective. i think of silver as in new and shiny. she's changed and its for good
this song kinda confused me but this is how it seemed to me. im curious to see other interpretations! :)
ok i think this song is kinda confusing but this is what i got from it:
"Like the time you tore my skin and all the world went blank" A guy is changing her, at least how she appears on the outside and she's kinda surprised by it and intrigued.
"I stress talking so much that it hurts, then Can't speak but a word to a lover that was " she starts to want to speak up and preserve some of herself but cant seem to find the right way to say it
she states that she is going to "paint" her old self and set it aside, as if saving it for a later date. she thinks that she can go back to her ways eventually and be able to be both herself and who the guy wants her to be.
"Meet me in the middle of the night; I never sleep Since you told me all the secrets that I swore to keep" she stays awake at night thinking about who shes become. i think the burden of knowing all of the guys secrets is a part of her transformation. in her mind, she can see them at peace and fantasizes about it, but sometimes feels guilty doing so.
"Here, within the walls, I cannot take all the wreck involved (It�s contagious)" shes is getting so stressed out and cant handle the drama and difficulty of this relationship and how its changed her. she feels like he has built up her walls that she keeps around herself, that he was the reason for them. shes realizing that she cant go on like this.'
"ill be the queen of hearts, as usual" she will be the one who bears all of the emotions and feelings and secrets, as usual
"im going silver" she knows this is just how her relationships go and is lookign at it with a different perspective. i think of silver as in new and shiny. she's changed and its for good
this song kinda confused me but this is how it seemed to me. im curious to see other interpretations! :)