This song reminds me of myself. There was a guy that I was in love with. I put him on a pedestal. No one compared to him. I loved him so deep and he hurt me so deep. He wasn't good for me, and I couldn't stay with him because of it. But despite his cruel ways, I had unconditional love for him. It's been 14 years now; and still I subconsciously haven't allowed myself to give someone else a fair shot. I just feel like I can't find anyone on his level. Also, serendipitous type things would always happen between us too, to make me want to have hope and hold on. For example, i ran into him in the mall one day. I ran into him at a stop light another day. That would be no big deal if we lived in a small town. But he lives in a totally other country and the area our run ins took place is huge, it's comprised of 7M people. Anyways, he's married now, to his soul mate, and I'm tired of 'my sadness'...i too, hope I can stop being blind and step out into a new life in sight :)...my plan is to pray and fast this weekend and ask God (Jesus) for help.
This song reminds me of myself. There was a guy that I was in love with. I put him on a pedestal. No one compared to him. I loved him so deep and he hurt me so deep. He wasn't good for me, and I couldn't stay with him because of it. But despite his cruel ways, I had unconditional love for him. It's been 14 years now; and still I subconsciously haven't allowed myself to give someone else a fair shot. I just feel like I can't find anyone on his level. Also, serendipitous type things would always happen between us too, to make me want to have hope and hold on. For example, i ran into him in the mall one day. I ran into him at a stop light another day. That would be no big deal if we lived in a small town. But he lives in a totally other country and the area our run ins took place is huge, it's comprised of 7M people. Anyways, he's married now, to his soul mate, and I'm tired of 'my sadness'...i too, hope I can stop being blind and step out into a new life in sight :)...my plan is to pray and fast this weekend and ask God (Jesus) for help.