I think it's about a someone who's changed into "this awful creature that no one likes". He knows it's not who they really are ("This is a trick... I know, what this really is"), but he still gets sucked in my the "unmistakable charade, i know it, always tricks me every time".
I think it's about a someone who's changed into "this awful creature that no one likes". He knows it's not who they really are ("This is a trick... I know, what this really is"), but he still gets sucked in my the "unmistakable charade, i know it, always tricks me every time".