I think this song is about a woman who was using "Immaculate contraception" to avoid pregnancy (Condoms, pill, IUD etc), but she ended up getting pregnant anyways (she is referenced as a host). She viewed this as the end of everything "Apocalyptic conception", and sped up her unborn childs damnation through chemical means "Venomous concepts, Catalyst of damnation. Unease filtered through chemical haze." (drugs due to the later reference "The divine narcotic strung-out seraphim"). The child was born despite her efforts "The nephlim walk the earth again", but due to her drug use while pregnant, her child was jacked up in some way (nephlim has both been referenced as a child of an angel, and as disfigured children of angels). I think what LOG is trying to say to her, is that you are the reason for your own unrest and tragedy, and you can cry on the shoulder of your God, because our shoulders will not be there because we won't feel sorry for something that was your fault.
I think this song is about a woman who was using "Immaculate contraception" to avoid pregnancy (Condoms, pill, IUD etc), but she ended up getting pregnant anyways (she is referenced as a host). She viewed this as the end of everything "Apocalyptic conception", and sped up her unborn childs damnation through chemical means "Venomous concepts, Catalyst of damnation. Unease filtered through chemical haze." (drugs due to the later reference "The divine narcotic strung-out seraphim"). The child was born despite her efforts "The nephlim walk the earth again", but due to her drug use while pregnant, her child was jacked up in some way (nephlim has both been referenced as a child of an angel, and as disfigured children of angels). I think what LOG is trying to say to her, is that you are the reason for your own unrest and tragedy, and you can cry on the shoulder of your God, because our shoulders will not be there because we won't feel sorry for something that was your fault.