Or, maybe, the "bigger wave behind this one" is just talking about waves and states of consciousness. Every epiphany, every overcome challenge, and every piece of self enlightenment gained is something that actually brings him worry because he has noticed that it doesn't lead to some kind of safety or salvation but is just confronted with another wave to sift through.
Or, maybe, the "bigger wave behind this one" is just talking about waves and states of consciousness. Every epiphany, every overcome challenge, and every piece of self enlightenment gained is something that actually brings him worry because he has noticed that it doesn't lead to some kind of safety or salvation but is just confronted with another wave to sift through.