overall I,m fine... my life is running... im neural.. I'll smile at you as you walk by.....it's kinda like im covering up what really going on in my head.
--But I feel the anger coming
I seem to get made.... i just push it too the side... I don't want to be made
--It's underneath, I don't know why
I have this anger.... but i don't know why it is there
--It's always overflowing
anger is at the top... always
--It's a constant fight deep inside
Im always fighting with my self.... i should have done this......i shouldn't have done that
And I want to forget it
--I confess I'm always afraid
i admit it -Im afraid people dont like me. im afraid to let people down. im afraid to make the wrong move..im afraid to stand up for my belief...
--Always ashamed of what's inside me
i admit it-- im this mean person. I shouldn't be thinking certain thoughts....im alway thinking of eval
--I confess I'm always afraid
--Always ashamed of what's inside my head
--I can breathe and I can feel
Im still alive... i still believe in God.... I still cry for the hurting people. I still love..all of those feeling
--But not the way I want to
I don't love the way i want to.... I don't fallow God the way i want to.... im not moved the way i want to.... im not fallowing Jesus the way i want to
--I'm on the edge, I don't know how
Im one the edge of letting my fire die... the edge of just leaving my faith.... Im one the edge of my relationship with Jesus...
--I can escape this nightmare
My greatest night mare -not living w/ Jesus- Living life w/out that passing is a nightmare
--I confess I'm always afraid
Im afraid i will leave God....im afraid in many things that i shouldn't be
--Always ashamed of what's inside me
--I confess I'm always afraid
--Always ashamed of what's inside my head
--What's inside my head
--Wasting away is part of my instinct
My fire for got is leaving... it not there anymore...not like it used to be
--I'll put away everything I hate
--Take this away, help me escape
help me escape from my self....help me escape this night mare
--I feel fine and I can smile
overall I,m fine... my life is running... im neural.. I'll smile at you as you walk by.....it's kinda like im covering up what really going on in my head.
--But I feel the anger coming
I seem to get made.... i just push it too the side... I don't want to be made
--It's underneath, I don't know why
I have this anger.... but i don't know why it is there
--It's always overflowing
anger is at the top... always
--It's a constant fight deep inside
Im always fighting with my self.... i should have done this......i shouldn't have done that And I want to forget it
--I confess I'm always afraid
i admit it -Im afraid people dont like me. im afraid to let people down. im afraid to make the wrong move..im afraid to stand up for my belief...
--Always ashamed of what's inside me
i admit it-- im this mean person. I shouldn't be thinking certain thoughts....im alway thinking of eval
--I confess I'm always afraid --Always ashamed of what's inside my head
--I can breathe and I can feel
Im still alive... i still believe in God.... I still cry for the hurting people. I still love..all of those feeling
--But not the way I want to
I don't love the way i want to.... I don't fallow God the way i want to.... im not moved the way i want to.... im not fallowing Jesus the way i want to
--I'm on the edge, I don't know how
Im one the edge of letting my fire die... the edge of just leaving my faith.... Im one the edge of my relationship with Jesus...
--I can escape this nightmare
My greatest night mare -not living w/ Jesus- Living life w/out that passing is a nightmare
--I confess I'm always afraid
Im afraid i will leave God....im afraid in many things that i shouldn't be
--Always ashamed of what's inside me --I confess I'm always afraid --Always ashamed of what's inside my head --What's inside my head
--Wasting away is part of my instinct
My fire for got is leaving... it not there anymore...not like it used to be
--I'll put away everything I hate --Take this away, help me escape
help me escape from my self....help me escape this night mare
--Take this away
take my night mare away
--I confess
--Innocence --Innocence --Innocence
I need to hold on to my inoccents