I agree with Austin, I definitely think it's about a girl. Especially because of the line "You always knew you were my worst addiction", meaning (according to my interpretation) both of them know that he's still desperately in love with her even though she probably treated him horribly, and Buddy knows that he shouldn't love her and just get over her, but he can't. He's "addicted" to her, more than alcohol. He knows he's being a fool for still loving her but he can't help himself.
And I think his "routine" is getting himself drunk whenever thoughts of her or events with her happen, and he gets depressed that he can't be with her. So the overall theme of the song is trying to break his habit of drinking and his love for the girl, and he's questioning himself when he'll finally let himself do it. That's my interpretation.
And SoulReaver93, I love Legacy of Kain so much, it's my favorite game series. There are rumors that there might be another game, so let's hope :D
I agree with Austin, I definitely think it's about a girl. Especially because of the line "You always knew you were my worst addiction", meaning (according to my interpretation) both of them know that he's still desperately in love with her even though she probably treated him horribly, and Buddy knows that he shouldn't love her and just get over her, but he can't. He's "addicted" to her, more than alcohol. He knows he's being a fool for still loving her but he can't help himself.
And I think his "routine" is getting himself drunk whenever thoughts of her or events with her happen, and he gets depressed that he can't be with her. So the overall theme of the song is trying to break his habit of drinking and his love for the girl, and he's questioning himself when he'll finally let himself do it. That's my interpretation.
And SoulReaver93, I love Legacy of Kain so much, it's my favorite game series. There are rumors that there might be another game, so let's hope :D