I don't think this is in any way thoughts in giving up on God. If anything it confirms it. Paul Meany was quoted in the book The Art of Being:
"I have come to realize that my own identity is not black-and-white; I am not easy to categorize. And if I choose to ignore the gray areas of life, I choose to ignore reality and, more important, the truth of who I am. Of course, many people would say, "Stand for something or you'll fall for anything." Even the Bible says, "No man can serve two masters" (Matthew 6:24, ASV). But while God may hate a lukewarm heart, I've found Him to be very present in the grayness of my existence. . ."
I don't think this is in any way thoughts in giving up on God. If anything it confirms it. Paul Meany was quoted in the book The Art of Being: "I have come to realize that my own identity is not black-and-white; I am not easy to categorize. And if I choose to ignore the gray areas of life, I choose to ignore reality and, more important, the truth of who I am. Of course, many people would say, "Stand for something or you'll fall for anything." Even the Bible says, "No man can serve two masters" (Matthew 6:24, ASV). But while God may hate a lukewarm heart, I've found Him to be very present in the grayness of my existence. . ."