Lyric discussion by Iheartstreaking 

Cover art for Parachute lyrics by Dangerous Summer, The

Sounds to me like this is about AJ's drinking. Just some quick notes:

"I'm finding modern healing Is sold in the dark for some of us"

A reference to bars.

"I'm going to find my own way to drown"

"I ask myself, who am I? Well, to anything"

A toast to anything, just using it as an excuse to drink.