I get the feeling that she doesn't know anymore what she's doing with her life.
She's come to a point where she thinks she's seen it all and gone through it all. (the reference to hell here; when you've seen hell, you don't think you can see worse)
But looking back at the way she actually lived (as if she's now seeing herself the way people do), she realises that there is much more to life than what she thought.
She thinks that her problems are not the end of the world now and is tired of running away from them.
She finally decides to try to solve them.
And now, she's asking for help to do so..from God, from anyone..
She seeks redemption.
Because she does not want to end like that. She could be more. She will be more.
I get the feeling that she doesn't know anymore what she's doing with her life. She's come to a point where she thinks she's seen it all and gone through it all. (the reference to hell here; when you've seen hell, you don't think you can see worse) But looking back at the way she actually lived (as if she's now seeing herself the way people do), she realises that there is much more to life than what she thought. She thinks that her problems are not the end of the world now and is tired of running away from them. She finally decides to try to solve them. And now, she's asking for help to do so..from God, from anyone.. She seeks redemption. Because she does not want to end like that. She could be more. She will be more.
Beautiful tune. Meaningful lyrics.