He's trying to find his way back to the person he used to be, but no matter how hard he tries he cant find his way because the person he used to be is gone, and all he can see are his mistakes and the wrong he has done in the past (his shadow) and he fully realizes just how far he has fallen.
He's trying to find his way back to the person he used to be, but no matter how hard he tries he cant find his way because the person he used to be is gone, and all he can see are his mistakes and the wrong he has done in the past (his shadow) and he fully realizes just how far he has fallen.