Its about being in a messed up relationship and how its so complicated that both are being screwed in the relationship. He then claims that when he wants to renew his life (through killing himself) she'll find him lying face down in the pool, but she won't even have to look, because she'll be dead there too.
So overall the song is about that mindset that many suicidal people go through, that they believe that killing themselves will be better than continuing living on earth.
Its about being in a messed up relationship and how its so complicated that both are being screwed in the relationship. He then claims that when he wants to renew his life (through killing himself) she'll find him lying face down in the pool, but she won't even have to look, because she'll be dead there too.
So overall the song is about that mindset that many suicidal people go through, that they believe that killing themselves will be better than continuing living on earth.