Lyric discussion by CityofBlueTile 

Cover art for Happy To Be Alive lyrics by Love Lost But Not Forgotten

This reminds me of the years my sister spent struggling with OCD. It was hell for my entire family. She became gradually more obsessive until the girl I knew was gone. She would become almost manic and then collapse for days at a time. I was young when this happened, and it took me far to long to realize what was happening. I know now that I aggravated some of her symptoms, and I feel intense guilt about it.

Several lines from the song remind me of those times.

Memory