Definitely agree the whole thing is about incestuous fantasies, and the guild and frusteration they bring him.
Surprised I've seen a bit of confusion in the chorus...
This ain't no holiday
But it always turns out this way
Here I am, with my hand
Here he's saying,
"this is no rare/special occaision, he always resorts to this-masturbating"
and his increasing volume and stress just seem to convey the narrator's guilt, shame, and inability to control himself-and the angst it brings him-very well.
idk how people interpret my hand with getting beaten, idk what they think happens during abuse.
Definitely agree the whole thing is about incestuous fantasies, and the guild and frusteration they bring him. Surprised I've seen a bit of confusion in the chorus...
This ain't no holiday But it always turns out this way Here I am, with my hand
Here he's saying, "this is no rare/special occaision, he always resorts to this-masturbating" and his increasing volume and stress just seem to convey the narrator's guilt, shame, and inability to control himself-and the angst it brings him-very well.
idk how people interpret my hand with getting beaten, idk what they think happens during abuse.