Her and her boyfriend fight a lot. They're relationship has been the ultimate roller coaster ride. She usually just puts up with what he does, but from time to time she gets the strength to tell him that what he is doing to her is wrong. She waits for him to change but he never does. But the last thing she wants to do is leave him. And deep down she knows that even if he never changes, she never will. All of the people around her think she's crazy, but really she's just in love with him.
She knows that she doesn't deserve all of the pain. But she knows that the pain is worth it if she stays with him in the long run. It's her perfect nightmare being in love with someone who she knows that she should just get over. She wonders when it'll finally hit, and she'll decide that she's had enough.
She even packs her bags to leave and tells herself that she's ready to. But then she ends up changing her mind because she knows that she can't take it. She isn't ready. She has never truly (woken up).
She hopes that he's slowly changing but she knows that he probably isn't. She wants something to finally open her eyes to this because she can't do it by herself.
Her and her boyfriend fight a lot. They're relationship has been the ultimate roller coaster ride. She usually just puts up with what he does, but from time to time she gets the strength to tell him that what he is doing to her is wrong. She waits for him to change but he never does. But the last thing she wants to do is leave him. And deep down she knows that even if he never changes, she never will. All of the people around her think she's crazy, but really she's just in love with him. She knows that she doesn't deserve all of the pain. But she knows that the pain is worth it if she stays with him in the long run. It's her perfect nightmare being in love with someone who she knows that she should just get over. She wonders when it'll finally hit, and she'll decide that she's had enough. She even packs her bags to leave and tells herself that she's ready to. But then she ends up changing her mind because she knows that she can't take it. She isn't ready. She has never truly (woken up). She hopes that he's slowly changing but she knows that he probably isn't. She wants something to finally open her eyes to this because she can't do it by herself.