DISCLAIMER I have just obtained a copy of Justin Furstenfeld's book Crazy Making. It's not very detailed, but it contains all the lyrics to all current (The Answers - Approaching Normal) Blue October songs, and his inspiration behind them. As I said, it's not very detailed, but it's his words on every Blue October song that is in the book. I know everyone interprets a song differently from everyone else, but having the original intent behind the song will be helpful to people who don't fully understand a song. Also, any grammatical errors are not made by me, I'm putting down Justin's words exactly how he writes them. So yea... enjoy :)
I have the book also and I been through it but it wasn't till you're post that I had to go back and see that. I love this song along with almost all his song. I can relate to a lot of his feelings and how he feels. I know my suicidal thoughts and wishing of death was not cause I am bi polar but because I feel so worthless. and so pathetic about who I am and why I cant getting anywhere in life. thank you for helping me to find it again the book.
I have the book also and I been through it but it wasn't till you're post that I had to go back and see that. I love this song along with almost all his song. I can relate to a lot of his feelings and how he feels. I know my suicidal thoughts and wishing of death was not cause I am bi polar but because I feel so worthless. and so pathetic about who I am and why I cant getting anywhere in life. thank you for helping me to find it again the book.
DISCLAIMER I have just obtained a copy of Justin Furstenfeld's book Crazy Making. It's not very detailed, but it contains all the lyrics to all current (The Answers - Approaching Normal) Blue October songs, and his inspiration behind them. As I said, it's not very detailed, but it's his words on every Blue October song that is in the book. I know everyone interprets a song differently from everyone else, but having the original intent behind the song will be helpful to people who don't fully understand a song. Also, any grammatical errors are not made by me, I'm putting down Justin's words exactly how he writes them. So yea... enjoy :)
The 21st: "My first real heart break"
I have the book also and I been through it but it wasn't till you're post that I had to go back and see that. I love this song along with almost all his song. I can relate to a lot of his feelings and how he feels. I know my suicidal thoughts and wishing of death was not cause I am bi polar but because I feel so worthless. and so pathetic about who I am and why I cant getting anywhere in life. thank you for helping me to find it again the book.
I have the book also and I been through it but it wasn't till you're post that I had to go back and see that. I love this song along with almost all his song. I can relate to a lot of his feelings and how he feels. I know my suicidal thoughts and wishing of death was not cause I am bi polar but because I feel so worthless. and so pathetic about who I am and why I cant getting anywhere in life. thank you for helping me to find it again the book.