Lyric discussion by dannyw036 

Cover art for ; john lyrics by iamamiwhoami

agreed much with xoco's interpretation. this song/video is about deciding to continue the iamamiwhoami project. in many ways, the project relies on "filthy" tactics to create interest in jonna's music: overt sexuality, mystery of the artists' identities, groundbreaking viral video release of material, etc... "the god of me" refers to her artistic integrity--she begs forgiveness for "staying here" in "this dusty rabbit hole": using such base means to share her art, and more specifically staying out of the public eye--hiding behind the mystery of iamamiwhoami. the video speaks volumes. she is isolated in a room, having her image projected (the parallel to the youtube release of videos is undeniable) to men who are presumably pleasuring themselves while watching her dance without joy on her face. when she enters their chamber (completely covered--a reference to the intrigue of the earlier videos) the viewers avert their eyes--she is captivating when she is not in public eye. it openly questions whether she, as an artist, could have the same impact without the viral youtube technique of iamamiwhoami.