"I freeze up far too often, enough is enough for me. I made a quick decision to calm down and left their open mouths without a sound."
Makes me think of someone who's painfully shy or an agoraphobic who feels so completely overwhelmed that they become reclusive. They are torn between an inexplicable fear "sometimes I'm fed up with faces" and the need to interact normally with others "sometimes I stare". The dream readers (psychologists?) and others that are trying to help, only make things worse with their unrealistic optimism. In addition, this person has gotten so used to the isolation that it becomes normal, comfortable even.
"I freeze up far too often, enough is enough for me. I made a quick decision to calm down and left their open mouths without a sound."
Makes me think of someone who's painfully shy or an agoraphobic who feels so completely overwhelmed that they become reclusive. They are torn between an inexplicable fear "sometimes I'm fed up with faces" and the need to interact normally with others "sometimes I stare". The dream readers (psychologists?) and others that are trying to help, only make things worse with their unrealistic optimism. In addition, this person has gotten so used to the isolation that it becomes normal, comfortable even.