a belter of a new album, it must be said :) quite straight forward meaning that he is depressed because hes gay.
confused desires since my teenage years (he has being unsure of his sexuality for years since he has being younger)
i'm the same homo my family fears (he can't pretend that he isn't gay so is admitting to his family, even though they know that they will just deny it & give him grief for his sexuality)
for my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing (he has an urge to be with a guy)
my behind closed doors fantasies going on (he obsesses over guys on his own, but is too afraid to come out of the closet)
and i feel wrong ( could be either talking about how he thinks homosexuality isn't normal so doesn't feel comfortable being gay or it could be saying that he doesnt feel right while he is with a girl because hes gay)
forgive me father for i have sinned (adressing god in a prayer or asking for forgiveness from his dad for having a gay son)
i must confess it's brothers with my eyes that i undress (hes admitting that he has sexual desires with guys and not girls)
once a day i think about killing myself (his fear about admitting to being gay is making him suicidal)
i can't carry on i must be strong even though it hurts as i sing this song (he knows that hes got to face up to his feelings but is finiding it extremely difficulty to come to terms with his sexuality)
and i feel wrong
god it's only love (hes starting to question how significant ones sexuality and relationships really are)
god for how long will I feel wrong? (hes sure its a phase and is questioning how long it will be until he can be normal and straight)
a belter of a new album, it must be said :) quite straight forward meaning that he is depressed because hes gay.
confused desires since my teenage years (he has being unsure of his sexuality for years since he has being younger) i'm the same homo my family fears (he can't pretend that he isn't gay so is admitting to his family, even though they know that they will just deny it & give him grief for his sexuality) for my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing (he has an urge to be with a guy) my behind closed doors fantasies going on (he obsesses over guys on his own, but is too afraid to come out of the closet) and i feel wrong ( could be either talking about how he thinks homosexuality isn't normal so doesn't feel comfortable being gay or it could be saying that he doesnt feel right while he is with a girl because hes gay)
forgive me father for i have sinned (adressing god in a prayer or asking for forgiveness from his dad for having a gay son) i must confess it's brothers with my eyes that i undress (hes admitting that he has sexual desires with guys and not girls) once a day i think about killing myself (his fear about admitting to being gay is making him suicidal) i can't carry on i must be strong even though it hurts as i sing this song (he knows that hes got to face up to his feelings but is finiding it extremely difficulty to come to terms with his sexuality) and i feel wrong
god it's only love (hes starting to question how significant ones sexuality and relationships really are) god for how long will I feel wrong? (hes sure its a phase and is questioning how long it will be until he can be normal and straight)