This is how this song fits my situation and what this means to me:
I'm still in love with my ex. My heart is chained to him, like the song says. He doesn't love me back (or so he says) but he continues to come around wanting something from me. But I'm not strong enough to stay away from him because without him, I feel dead. I would love to be able to leave him, but deep down, I don't want to. I'm drawn to that little something that he has that I love so much. I'm addicted to him. I think he tries to relive our love at times and it's just not the same but at the same time, it feels so right. He has another girlfreind and so what we talk about is wrong, whether she cares or not but in my heart, I really feel no shame. I'm not quilty for it. It sounds bad but I pretty much don't even care. It's just the feeling of weakness that makes my heart want more even though my mind is telling me to leave and my heart often over powers my mind. But the deciding between the pleasure and the pain part, for me, means that I get the pleasure of talking to him and feeling loved by him and messing around with him when I really shouldn't be or the pain of not having him at all because I know what's best for me. So I guess, what this all means is, I can't let go because subconciously I don't want to and I can't. I could go on and on about this song because I can describe what every sentence means to me but I've bored you all ebough lol.
This is how this song fits my situation and what this means to me:
I'm still in love with my ex. My heart is chained to him, like the song says. He doesn't love me back (or so he says) but he continues to come around wanting something from me. But I'm not strong enough to stay away from him because without him, I feel dead. I would love to be able to leave him, but deep down, I don't want to. I'm drawn to that little something that he has that I love so much. I'm addicted to him. I think he tries to relive our love at times and it's just not the same but at the same time, it feels so right. He has another girlfreind and so what we talk about is wrong, whether she cares or not but in my heart, I really feel no shame. I'm not quilty for it. It sounds bad but I pretty much don't even care. It's just the feeling of weakness that makes my heart want more even though my mind is telling me to leave and my heart often over powers my mind. But the deciding between the pleasure and the pain part, for me, means that I get the pleasure of talking to him and feeling loved by him and messing around with him when I really shouldn't be or the pain of not having him at all because I know what's best for me. So I guess, what this all means is, I can't let go because subconciously I don't want to and I can't. I could go on and on about this song because I can describe what every sentence means to me but I've bored you all ebough lol.