This song describes my life. It's in better words then I can say myself.
I was in love with someone for 14 months, we're bestfriends. I'm over him now which makes him easier to talk about but even now, I still have feelings for him. I'm not sure if they will ever go away.
'You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this'
I always felt that there was something pulling me towards him, it was like he was gravity and everything I did evolved around him. And I hated it.
'You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want
Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you'
There was a time where I just felt so confused. I was being drawn to him but I wasn't sure if it was really what I wanted. At times I thought I wanted him more than anything and other times, I didn't even want to speak to him. In the end, I realised it wasn't him I wanted. I'd wanted him for so long and one day I realised I didn't need him. It was the greatest feeling in the world.
Now everytime I listen to this song, it reminds me of the day I realised that I didn't need him.
Yes this song was in twilight but it doesn't mean non twilight fans can't listen to it, paramore are an amazing band and more people should listen to them! :) <3
Oh, I had the same problem with my best friend. He and I kind of had a fling when we met, he actually had a girlfriend back then, so it only lasted a few days between us and we ended it. And having that secret made us closer, eventually becoming best friends. That was exactly 2 years ago. I think it stared on the 6th of August, which would make it 2 years and 2 days ago, to be precise.
I had a boyfriend for a long time, a year and a half almost, and I really loved him, but lately...
Oh, I had the same problem with my best friend. He and I kind of had a fling when we met, he actually had a girlfriend back then, so it only lasted a few days between us and we ended it. And having that secret made us closer, eventually becoming best friends. That was exactly 2 years ago. I think it stared on the 6th of August, which would make it 2 years and 2 days ago, to be precise.
I had a boyfriend for a long time, a year and a half almost, and I really loved him, but lately he's been behaving really bad towards me, we would brake every two days literally, and that best friend of mine was always like an escape from the problems with my boyfriend. Every time I'd get upset about him I'd remember that best friend, and all of our memories, plans, conversations etc, and it would make me feel better. When we became best friends I stared having some emotions, and fell completely in love. I never really got over that. And when I finally think I did, I see him again and it all comes rushing back. And it's always been like that. We don't see each other for a while, I think I'm over him, then I see him and just get back to where I started.
Although this song never reminded me of him. The one that did is Brighter by Paramore, actually.
This song reminded me of another guy I liked, but never could be with 'cause one of my friends had a crush on him, and he had a crush on me. And now it reminds me of this guy I met like a month ago, and I think I'm falling for him, though I'm back with my ex, so I have to ignore those new feelings. Very complicated stories there to be told.
This song describes my life. It's in better words then I can say myself. I was in love with someone for 14 months, we're bestfriends. I'm over him now which makes him easier to talk about but even now, I still have feelings for him. I'm not sure if they will ever go away. 'You got it, you got it Some kind of magic Hypnotic, hypnotic You're leaving me breathless I hate this, I hate this' I always felt that there was something pulling me towards him, it was like he was gravity and everything I did evolved around him. And I hated it. 'You're pushing and pulling me down to you But I don't know what I want No I don't know what I want Don't know what I want But I know it's not you Keep pushing and pulling me down But I know in my heart it's not you' There was a time where I just felt so confused. I was being drawn to him but I wasn't sure if it was really what I wanted. At times I thought I wanted him more than anything and other times, I didn't even want to speak to him. In the end, I realised it wasn't him I wanted. I'd wanted him for so long and one day I realised I didn't need him. It was the greatest feeling in the world. Now everytime I listen to this song, it reminds me of the day I realised that I didn't need him. Yes this song was in twilight but it doesn't mean non twilight fans can't listen to it, paramore are an amazing band and more people should listen to them! :) <3
Oh, I had the same problem with my best friend. He and I kind of had a fling when we met, he actually had a girlfriend back then, so it only lasted a few days between us and we ended it. And having that secret made us closer, eventually becoming best friends. That was exactly 2 years ago. I think it stared on the 6th of August, which would make it 2 years and 2 days ago, to be precise. I had a boyfriend for a long time, a year and a half almost, and I really loved him, but lately...
Oh, I had the same problem with my best friend. He and I kind of had a fling when we met, he actually had a girlfriend back then, so it only lasted a few days between us and we ended it. And having that secret made us closer, eventually becoming best friends. That was exactly 2 years ago. I think it stared on the 6th of August, which would make it 2 years and 2 days ago, to be precise. I had a boyfriend for a long time, a year and a half almost, and I really loved him, but lately he's been behaving really bad towards me, we would brake every two days literally, and that best friend of mine was always like an escape from the problems with my boyfriend. Every time I'd get upset about him I'd remember that best friend, and all of our memories, plans, conversations etc, and it would make me feel better. When we became best friends I stared having some emotions, and fell completely in love. I never really got over that. And when I finally think I did, I see him again and it all comes rushing back. And it's always been like that. We don't see each other for a while, I think I'm over him, then I see him and just get back to where I started. Although this song never reminded me of him. The one that did is Brighter by Paramore, actually.
This song reminded me of another guy I liked, but never could be with 'cause one of my friends had a crush on him, and he had a crush on me. And now it reminds me of this guy I met like a month ago, and I think I'm falling for him, though I'm back with my ex, so I have to ignore those new feelings. Very complicated stories there to be told.
break up*
break up*