The whole song is about how he thought that if he could only hit it big, make money, and sleep with hot women, he would be happy (verse 1 through "King of Leona Lewis"). He still has the pain and emptiness inside and all the problems that were around when he was growing up persist in the neighborhood, so he is still haunted by them, but he is constantly looking to his wealth to distract him (cars as toys, three lines that he sings as if taunting someone as a child). The most intriguing part is the end. The seance refers to people getting together to talk to their dark feelings. They were all kids because they did not have mature perspectives. The sky filled with heron line could mean two things. It is either a reference to our lady of guadalupe, which would make sense since the children said they saw the devil, or it's a reference to the drug heroin. either way, he then relives his demons from the days he drove in a chrysler lebaron (his youth, which he references on another album). eventually that past overtakes him, but he flushes it away with pills and sex, waking up miles away or still inside an heiress (either way you look at it) and wonders how much more he can continue to numb the pain and how much higher he'll need to get next time.
The whole song is about how he thought that if he could only hit it big, make money, and sleep with hot women, he would be happy (verse 1 through "King of Leona Lewis"). He still has the pain and emptiness inside and all the problems that were around when he was growing up persist in the neighborhood, so he is still haunted by them, but he is constantly looking to his wealth to distract him (cars as toys, three lines that he sings as if taunting someone as a child). The most intriguing part is the end. The seance refers to people getting together to talk to their dark feelings. They were all kids because they did not have mature perspectives. The sky filled with heron line could mean two things. It is either a reference to our lady of guadalupe, which would make sense since the children said they saw the devil, or it's a reference to the drug heroin. either way, he then relives his demons from the days he drove in a chrysler lebaron (his youth, which he references on another album). eventually that past overtakes him, but he flushes it away with pills and sex, waking up miles away or still inside an heiress (either way you look at it) and wonders how much more he can continue to numb the pain and how much higher he'll need to get next time.