I wished I knew what it felt like to be truly loved. I thought I felt it once and it was the greatest feeling I ever experienced. Maybe I never will and I have finally accepted this. We are born alone and die alone and thats all there is to it. I am self loathing right now but I can't help the way I feel. Feelings are never wrong. Tomorrow is a new day but sometimes it's hard to get through the night. That's all. He will be okay without me so now I have to make myself okay too. That's all
I wished I knew what it felt like to be truly loved. I thought I felt it once and it was the greatest feeling I ever experienced. Maybe I never will and I have finally accepted this. We are born alone and die alone and thats all there is to it. I am self loathing right now but I can't help the way I feel. Feelings are never wrong. Tomorrow is a new day but sometimes it's hard to get through the night. That's all. He will be okay without me so now I have to make myself okay too. That's all