I hated the sun, which seemed to criticise my depression
Uninteresting news about a cold-blooded murder
It’s 7:30; I fill myself with caffeine and leave the house
A girlfriend who loved me the way I was, with no regrets
Good at banter, with eyes that sparkled so much that I almost hated it
But sometimes you laughed and said cruel things
Crying, screaming
My heart is out of control in a way that is really rare for me
With my eyes, my heart, on the verge of breaking
I touched the moonlit night
Coming home in the morning, I walk alone listlessly with a coffee
When I think back, I can only think of bad things
Things that you would say, things that you would carry
I have times when I’m too scared to walk straight too
In my bed of sighs, the blanket is heavy with my tears
I held back the meaningless words that it seemed like I was just saying to myself
Bittersweet, bittersweet
Your arms that held me
And my heart hurt too much now
You’ve pushed me away, just ditch me already
We’re similar in a tragic way
So I can’t look at you anymore
Your swollen eyes
Don't cry
If warped love heals you
If you don’t let go of my heart
English
I hated the sun, which seemed to criticise my depression Uninteresting news about a cold-blooded murder It’s 7:30; I fill myself with caffeine and leave the house
A girlfriend who loved me the way I was, with no regrets Good at banter, with eyes that sparkled so much that I almost hated it But sometimes you laughed and said cruel things
Crying, screaming My heart is out of control in a way that is really rare for me With my eyes, my heart, on the verge of breaking I touched the moonlit night
Coming home in the morning, I walk alone listlessly with a coffee When I think back, I can only think of bad things Things that you would say, things that you would carry
I have times when I’m too scared to walk straight too In my bed of sighs, the blanket is heavy with my tears I held back the meaningless words that it seemed like I was just saying to myself
Bittersweet, bittersweet Your arms that held me And my heart hurt too much now
You’ve pushed me away, just ditch me already We’re similar in a tragic way So I can’t look at you anymore Your swollen eyes
Don't cry If warped love heals you If you don’t let go of my heart
Let’s watch the doom-and-gloom news and laugh