I hate to play the God card, but I think this one is actually questioning the existence of God and attacking religion, or perhaps a very religious "friend". "Hard not to be an athiest" says it all right there. Now, what would make it hard not to be an athiest? Maybe because God/Jesus claims to be everyone's closest friend, always there for them, but allows so much pain and suffering to go on in the world, and is never really be there to answer people's prayers when needed. I think the speaker is someone realizing they were completely blinded and let down by religion.
"Struggling
To come to terms with this god awful life that I live
Stumbling
But still I try to get out from under your grip"
I hate to play the God card, but I think this one is actually questioning the existence of God and attacking religion, or perhaps a very religious "friend". "Hard not to be an athiest" says it all right there. Now, what would make it hard not to be an athiest? Maybe because God/Jesus claims to be everyone's closest friend, always there for them, but allows so much pain and suffering to go on in the world, and is never really be there to answer people's prayers when needed. I think the speaker is someone realizing they were completely blinded and let down by religion.
"Struggling To come to terms with this god awful life that I live Stumbling But still I try to get out from under your grip"
Religion is seen everywhere.
Just my two cents anyways.