For me, I think that she used to once dream of having that fairytale love and fell in love with the wrong guy. Makes a big mistake, he hurts her, eventually she's brought to the fact that she deserves better.
But she's scarred, can't open up and grows complicated. Every guy proves her wrong but she prays that she finds someone different. She passes her days only defining love from that one experience and never knowing what true love really is about but she really wants to know and feel it again and to feel something different. She knows she was weak and will never show her emotions anymore to just anyone, but is so scared. The guy never realized what was really in his hands and how he lost and broke something so precious and unique.
For me, I think that she used to once dream of having that fairytale love and fell in love with the wrong guy. Makes a big mistake, he hurts her, eventually she's brought to the fact that she deserves better. But she's scarred, can't open up and grows complicated. Every guy proves her wrong but she prays that she finds someone different. She passes her days only defining love from that one experience and never knowing what true love really is about but she really wants to know and feel it again and to feel something different. She knows she was weak and will never show her emotions anymore to just anyone, but is so scared. The guy never realized what was really in his hands and how he lost and broke something so precious and unique.