"don't know how, don't know what to say
is it medicine or social skill?" - That's is exactly how it was for me, I was dosed up and hated it, it was easier to interact, but I couldn't tell if it was me.
"being sane is a full time work" - I would try hard but I would give up and lock myself in .
"another day has come to an end
then you start to cry again" - and every time I went out I was tired and scared, of what the people thought, all these things would go through my head, and I would feel like never being around anyone again.
To me it's about social phobia/ anxiety.
"don't know how, don't know what to say is it medicine or social skill?" - That's is exactly how it was for me, I was dosed up and hated it, it was easier to interact, but I couldn't tell if it was me.
"being sane is a full time work" - I would try hard but I would give up and lock myself in . "another day has come to an end then you start to cry again" - and every time I went out I was tired and scared, of what the people thought, all these things would go through my head, and I would feel like never being around anyone again.
But, hey, it's just my opinion.