i think hes talking about how hes only happy when hes high
"pain, hurt, sadness, and loneliness
Balled all that shit right up
Tossed it away to the bottomless pit
The part of my mind that slips
The part of my mind so sick"
he tosses the "ball" of hurt and feels normal when hes sooper dooper high but he doesnt like being high "the part of my mind that slips, the part of my mind so sick"
i think hes talking about how hes only happy when hes high
"pain, hurt, sadness, and loneliness Balled all that shit right up Tossed it away to the bottomless pit The part of my mind that slips The part of my mind so sick"
he tosses the "ball" of hurt and feels normal when hes sooper dooper high but he doesnt like being high "the part of my mind that slips, the part of my mind so sick"
...idk