There is no doubt in my mind that this song is about personality flaws that she is incapable or unwilling to get rid of or improve. She embraces them in her own moments, but realizes in doing so she is banishing the future she could have.
She loves feeding them with her issues and problems, they get bigger and bigger and she is trapped by them, but feels comforted in their existence. she is used to them, and in that she loves them.
There is no doubt in my mind that this song is about personality flaws that she is incapable or unwilling to get rid of or improve. She embraces them in her own moments, but realizes in doing so she is banishing the future she could have. She loves feeding them with her issues and problems, they get bigger and bigger and she is trapped by them, but feels comforted in their existence. she is used to them, and in that she loves them.