I think the "darkness" is how he pushes his own guilt and disdain of himself for letting himself objectify the woman and "use" her, clearly having known that he won't be able to reciprocate her feelings, on to the woman. He resents her for "making" him go below what he believes is fair and acceptable, he's making it her fault but it's not working and he hates himself too. So much angst for being human and letting lust win for once. It's okay, Berninger, we objectify you too. ;)
I think the "darkness" is how he pushes his own guilt and disdain of himself for letting himself objectify the woman and "use" her, clearly having known that he won't be able to reciprocate her feelings, on to the woman. He resents her for "making" him go below what he believes is fair and acceptable, he's making it her fault but it's not working and he hates himself too. So much angst for being human and letting lust win for once. It's okay, Berninger, we objectify you too. ;)