I always assumed it was either simply heroin addiction (both the references to not wanting to die and the "pulling out now") OR a deliberately vague combination of that and a woman... it COULD be simply about a relationship, but there's too much darkness to be "just" about that.
I always assumed it was either simply heroin addiction (both the references to not wanting to die and the "pulling out now") OR a deliberately vague combination of that and a woman... it COULD be simply about a relationship, but there's too much darkness to be "just" about that.