i think its about a girl (like most of you all said) in an abusive relationship where shes unhappy in some ways with him but yet still loves him. shes ready to leave him because shes tired of all the stuff he puts her through. but she's too numb to feel that pain in that moment and doesnt have the strength to put up withthe fight. so she says shell stay and pretend for just tonight that everything is ok and that they are happy. but should she eventually be fed up with him its all because of what he did. and then she says in the end that she wont leave yet and shell lie and how hell believe that shes fine or at least will pretend to. but then she says that BECAUSE she always says "just tonight" shell forget everything she "will see" that its actually HER fault for not leaving and shes unhappy all because of her own decisions to stay in the unhealthy relationship
i think its about a girl (like most of you all said) in an abusive relationship where shes unhappy in some ways with him but yet still loves him. shes ready to leave him because shes tired of all the stuff he puts her through. but she's too numb to feel that pain in that moment and doesnt have the strength to put up withthe fight. so she says shell stay and pretend for just tonight that everything is ok and that they are happy. but should she eventually be fed up with him its all because of what he did. and then she says in the end that she wont leave yet and shell lie and how hell believe that shes fine or at least will pretend to. but then she says that BECAUSE she always says "just tonight" shell forget everything she "will see" that its actually HER fault for not leaving and shes unhappy all because of her own decisions to stay in the unhealthy relationship