I'm freestyling on this one, not entirely sure, but as usual I make my own meaning and never care otherwise.
You've lived your youth, (I'm guessing the end of youth is the them of this album) and now you're just trying to keep on the straight and narrow. You didn't perhaps achieve what you wanted, some other bugger won, thats the nature of capitalism, and now for you it's a battle for survival.
I find myself in this predicament, not knowing what the future holds, I went for my freams etc. I met no friendly faces and now I'm just keeping my head above water, my life just doesn't seem to change and the descent as it were is the only thing I work with, the only thing I fight, so long as I dont drown I'll be fine.
I'm ok admitting I thought I had it all mapped out, but when you've tried for what you want, and tried to enter new worlds and people - what is there but the descent for failures like me?
I love this song, it's a cry for help, someone who has fallen out of love with life, is behind with forming the future. Thats is me - heading for hell. Or so it feels.
The song has a 'panning out' feel to it. Like Jacko saying 'This is It'.
So he gest left the first 2 pages right?
I'm freestyling on this one, not entirely sure, but as usual I make my own meaning and never care otherwise.
You've lived your youth, (I'm guessing the end of youth is the them of this album) and now you're just trying to keep on the straight and narrow. You didn't perhaps achieve what you wanted, some other bugger won, thats the nature of capitalism, and now for you it's a battle for survival.
I find myself in this predicament, not knowing what the future holds, I went for my freams etc. I met no friendly faces and now I'm just keeping my head above water, my life just doesn't seem to change and the descent as it were is the only thing I work with, the only thing I fight, so long as I dont drown I'll be fine.
I'm ok admitting I thought I had it all mapped out, but when you've tried for what you want, and tried to enter new worlds and people - what is there but the descent for failures like me?
I love this song, it's a cry for help, someone who has fallen out of love with life, is behind with forming the future. Thats is me - heading for hell. Or so it feels.
The song has a 'panning out' feel to it. Like Jacko saying 'This is It'.
The end.