I absolutely love AIC lyrics, in this song I see a struggle to be clean. When you first do, all emotions suppressed come in a flood. Dope sick isn't the hard part, it's dealing with all that hate for what you've become. "so climb walls, thin my blood now, and I crawl back to bed now" sounds like detoxing...as well as the "aching pain in my chest." Then they go into how it starts as curiousity and before you know it "now the shits sustanence" meaning it's keeping him alive... Numbing his hate turned him into what he hates... And being sober makes you stare that reality in the face...
I absolutely love AIC lyrics, in this song I see a struggle to be clean. When you first do, all emotions suppressed come in a flood. Dope sick isn't the hard part, it's dealing with all that hate for what you've become. "so climb walls, thin my blood now, and I crawl back to bed now" sounds like detoxing...as well as the "aching pain in my chest." Then they go into how it starts as curiousity and before you know it "now the shits sustanence" meaning it's keeping him alive... Numbing his hate turned him into what he hates... And being sober makes you stare that reality in the face...