This song is so meaningful and simple. I'm nearly fifteen and even I know that if I'm a mom some day and my child writes this sort of song for me, I'll bawl like a baby.
It's so beautiful.
I love the line, "I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean."
I know this may seem long, but please read on. It's worth it I promise. This song states how I feel about the mistakes I made with my dad, with my stepmother, with my little brother. I went away at Christmas Eve to go live with my mum. We were the closest of families, all loved each other very much. I never saw any of them again, just lived alone with just my mum and her boyfriend. Were not a family, we even eat seperately, it's horrible.
I know this may seem long, but please read on. It's worth it I promise. This song states how I feel about the mistakes I made with my dad, with my stepmother, with my little brother. I went away at Christmas Eve to go live with my mum. We were the closest of families, all loved each other very much. I never saw any of them again, just lived alone with just my mum and her boyfriend. Were not a family, we even eat seperately, it's horrible.
A few weeks after I left my dads family, my stepmum found out...
A few weeks after I left my dads family, my stepmum found out she had a brain tumour. It was the most stressfull time for my little brother and my dad and I wasn't there to support them, it was such an awful thing I did completely walking out of their lives at a time like that. She had an operation to remove it and thank god she's alive and well.
That was back in December, now 5 months on, today I came back to visit them. I had the most wonderful day, remembering what it used to be like in this house, the 4 of us, and how back then was the last time I was truly happy. It's 3am and I'm listening to this song. It's about today, how it was the best day to spend with my family who I miss so much.
The lyrics "I'm 13 now. I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger. God smiles on my little brother, inside and out he's better than I am. I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run and I, had the best days with you. There is a video from back when I was 3. Daddy is smart and my stepmums the prettiest lady in the whole wide world. I know you were on my side even when I was wrong. My dad did give me my eyes. You stood back and watched me shine, and I know you were on my side even when I was wrong." are all 100% true.
I may not see my family again for another long period of time, but this song makes me so grateful for today, after how I behaved. Karma comes back around, and now "I know why all the trees change in the fall." :)
This song is so meaningful and simple. I'm nearly fifteen and even I know that if I'm a mom some day and my child writes this sort of song for me, I'll bawl like a baby. It's so beautiful. I love the line, "I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean."
I know this may seem long, but please read on. It's worth it I promise. This song states how I feel about the mistakes I made with my dad, with my stepmother, with my little brother. I went away at Christmas Eve to go live with my mum. We were the closest of families, all loved each other very much. I never saw any of them again, just lived alone with just my mum and her boyfriend. Were not a family, we even eat seperately, it's horrible.
I know this may seem long, but please read on. It's worth it I promise. This song states how I feel about the mistakes I made with my dad, with my stepmother, with my little brother. I went away at Christmas Eve to go live with my mum. We were the closest of families, all loved each other very much. I never saw any of them again, just lived alone with just my mum and her boyfriend. Were not a family, we even eat seperately, it's horrible.
A few weeks after I left my dads family, my stepmum found out...
A few weeks after I left my dads family, my stepmum found out she had a brain tumour. It was the most stressfull time for my little brother and my dad and I wasn't there to support them, it was such an awful thing I did completely walking out of their lives at a time like that. She had an operation to remove it and thank god she's alive and well.
That was back in December, now 5 months on, today I came back to visit them. I had the most wonderful day, remembering what it used to be like in this house, the 4 of us, and how back then was the last time I was truly happy. It's 3am and I'm listening to this song. It's about today, how it was the best day to spend with my family who I miss so much.
The lyrics "I'm 13 now. I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger. God smiles on my little brother, inside and out he's better than I am. I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run and I, had the best days with you. There is a video from back when I was 3. Daddy is smart and my stepmums the prettiest lady in the whole wide world. I know you were on my side even when I was wrong. My dad did give me my eyes. You stood back and watched me shine, and I know you were on my side even when I was wrong." are all 100% true.
I may not see my family again for another long period of time, but this song makes me so grateful for today, after how I behaved. Karma comes back around, and now "I know why all the trees change in the fall." :)