actually, this song isnt about her loving a guy. her agency wanted her to write a love song but she didnt want to, so she wrote this. thats why it says "blank stares at blank pages." and "i learned the hard way that they all say things you wanna hear" means that her agency was trying to get her to do it by telling her things she wanted to hear her or something and so she got annoyed and wrote this.
actually, this song isnt about her loving a guy. her agency wanted her to write a love song but she didnt want to, so she wrote this. thats why it says "blank stares at blank pages." and "i learned the hard way that they all say things you wanna hear" means that her agency was trying to get her to do it by telling her things she wanted to hear her or something and so she got annoyed and wrote this.