Crucifère

This is supposed to be the english translation, but I don't speak french, I just googled it: "I don't hear myself anymore I don't get out of this anymore Help me, only one more time I chewed up my hands I don't feel anything anymore Turn me off I know the truth, I've always honoured it I know the truth, I've always hated it No, I don't want to sit down anymore My life was only a dream The bitterness accumulates I pray for not being real Our veins flow Empty my head and I croak I destroyed beauty, deleted, scraped, finished existing No, I don't want to sit down anymore I don't want to see you next to me, no Unattractive affection I'd go burn my wings Mutation of the body I like myself being funny Clever demons gallop So beautiful on their horses they surround me Take me with you The unfaithful army will pick me up Sitting No I daggled the loving ones with my tongue of a snake I enflamed our flesh with our love that has passed I cried for before, the rage of our fathers I burned our banks with all my hate, I rise Nothing, zest for the good of mine Nothing, zest for at least something good No longer wanting our duties over there No longer wanting to see you next to me What you can't feel You didn't understand All that makes me fade You didn't understand it The truth, you didn't understand it You catched me, you didn't understand I still believe in it