I won't go as far as interpreting every single line of the song but the meaning seems pretty clear - it's about (an attempt to commit) suicide. Probably the main reason why the speaker wants to kill herself is her love relationship that apparently has fallen apart. I think the chorus is the key:
Fall into an abyss -- it most likely refers to dying (possibly falling down to hell, that's how I'd read the "abyss" in this context)
Won't you give me just one last kiss -- perhaps a sarcastic remark aimed at the person who I guess she's still in love with - will he kiss her goodbye? Well, he's not there anymore.
Valium knights in my bed -- Valium knights = Valium pills - that's how I see it. They are supposed to help her die.
Only now, he's a vagrant in my head -- it's like she still loves him, he's wandering around in her head, she's thinking of him
Golden love is holding on
Holding onto what we had before -- she can't accept the fact that they are no longer together, she can't forget what they used to feel.
I'll take it all, give me more -- she's ready to face it
I will be your hero and your whore -- I'd say she realizes that on one hand she'll be seen as really brave but on the other she'll be condemned for doing so.
Loneliness, twilight's gone
I don't understand where we went wrong -- she feels lonely and doesn't know why things didn't work out
The two verses sound just like she's trying to find some justification for what she's planning to do - to me it's no more than saying, "Look, all these famous people are already dead and gone, why should I stay alive?" She glorifies Marylin Monroe (who supposedly also killed herself) to the point that she'd even swallow her cum, presumably meaning she wants to follow her example.
But anyway, I think the last line sums up the lyrics perfectly:
I'm on my way -- she's on her way to the Other Side (she's ready to do it right now)
To my mind, this is the only interpretation that makes sense. I would be really surprised if it meant something different.
I won't go as far as interpreting every single line of the song but the meaning seems pretty clear - it's about (an attempt to commit) suicide. Probably the main reason why the speaker wants to kill herself is her love relationship that apparently has fallen apart. I think the chorus is the key:
Fall into an abyss -- it most likely refers to dying (possibly falling down to hell, that's how I'd read the "abyss" in this context)
Won't you give me just one last kiss -- perhaps a sarcastic remark aimed at the person who I guess she's still in love with - will he kiss her goodbye? Well, he's not there anymore.
Valium knights in my bed -- Valium knights = Valium pills - that's how I see it. They are supposed to help her die.
Only now, he's a vagrant in my head -- it's like she still loves him, he's wandering around in her head, she's thinking of him
Golden love is holding on Holding onto what we had before -- she can't accept the fact that they are no longer together, she can't forget what they used to feel.
I'll take it all, give me more -- she's ready to face it I will be your hero and your whore -- I'd say she realizes that on one hand she'll be seen as really brave but on the other she'll be condemned for doing so.
Loneliness, twilight's gone I don't understand where we went wrong -- she feels lonely and doesn't know why things didn't work out
The two verses sound just like she's trying to find some justification for what she's planning to do - to me it's no more than saying, "Look, all these famous people are already dead and gone, why should I stay alive?" She glorifies Marylin Monroe (who supposedly also killed herself) to the point that she'd even swallow her cum, presumably meaning she wants to follow her example.
But anyway, I think the last line sums up the lyrics perfectly:
I'm on my way -- she's on her way to the Other Side (she's ready to do it right now)
To my mind, this is the only interpretation that makes sense. I would be really surprised if it meant something different.