This song fits my life in so manny ways but heres what it means to me:
She started imaging a paradise for herself that makes her feel happy, but then facing the world seems so difficult and she has a hard time. And then with the darkness part is about how she's not really living a real life anymore. She is pretending to hold in her happiness but really she's not happy at all. Then looking back she sees all the things that could have been if she hadn't been living in her paradise.
This song fits my life in so manny ways but heres what it means to me: She started imaging a paradise for herself that makes her feel happy, but then facing the world seems so difficult and she has a hard time. And then with the darkness part is about how she's not really living a real life anymore. She is pretending to hold in her happiness but really she's not happy at all. Then looking back she sees all the things that could have been if she hadn't been living in her paradise.