One possible interpretation is reconciling the feeling of someone who actually likes you when you expected no one to do so. If you're the kind of person who expected to be alone, and someone actually wants to be around you, it can be a bit off-putting.
For example, the "Maginegun Gogo" is a strange juxtaposition of ideas, similar to the awkwardness one might feel is projected from onesself. The whole time, the strangeness and awkwardness one feels can make one feel like it's all about to come crashing down, and it's a terrifying weight, especially trying to balance that latent sense of foreboding with the happiness you feel in the present with this person.
One possible interpretation is reconciling the feeling of someone who actually likes you when you expected no one to do so. If you're the kind of person who expected to be alone, and someone actually wants to be around you, it can be a bit off-putting.
For example, the "Maginegun Gogo" is a strange juxtaposition of ideas, similar to the awkwardness one might feel is projected from onesself. The whole time, the strangeness and awkwardness one feels can make one feel like it's all about to come crashing down, and it's a terrifying weight, especially trying to balance that latent sense of foreboding with the happiness you feel in the present with this person.
My $0.02