Lyric discussion by LoGFan92 

Cover art for Roulette lyrics by System of a Down

The song is obviously about feelings based on a strained relationship.The speaker of the song is saying that they do and do not know how they feel around the unnamed other person. this reciprocity shows that though they know they have deep feelings for the person, those feelings a too complicated to identify fully. The song is beautiful, but tragic, in that the speaker wants to explore their relationship with the other person, but does not seem to be able to openly confront them

@LoGFan92 This is all that i'm living now about a girl...