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The speaker realizes she has been involved in some bad stuff, but has come clean about it. Her actions and their resulting shame were so destructive that she merely wants the forgiveness from friends and family in order to stay alive.
The speaker realizes she has been involved in some bad stuff, but has come clean about it. Her actions and their resulting shame were so destructive that she merely wants the forgiveness from friends and family in order to stay alive.